Small Conversation

God I want to change the world. What does it take to reach a nation, especially one that is not my own
i'm trying to learn to act on my inner emotions
Beware because the enemy will entice emotions to stir you up and steer you away from God's presence

I don't have what it takes
It's not what you can do but what I can do through you, through those who listen and obey with faith that My love is sufficient enough

Sometimes (most of the time) I feel like I can't differentiate between your voice and my own
You are My creation and we are one though the Holy Spirit who has come to be with you in your time of need; listen to your heart of hearts, your deep down emotion. If the thought is motivated by love backed by my Word and beneficial to the Kingdom and its people. Then those thoughts are My thoughts

God I want to experience You.
What you want to experience is something supernatural.
Why do I?
Because you lack in faith

fasting

there is something about fasting that is hard to understand and even explain
when we go without food for some time we start to want,
we start to desire
God is teaching me to desire after him past my own physical limits
its easy for our bodies to feel hungry but it is our inner man our soul that God desires
through Christ i can conquer my flesh

Getting high

So i'm feeling really full in the Spirit right now, (well i was feeling that way when i first started writing this up) and thought I should take some time and explain why. Have you ever wondered why we sometimes stop ourselves from doing things out of our comfort zones. I've noticed that when I'm away from home this doesn't really apply. Or i find myself doing more things where if at home i prob wouldn't. and these aren't necessarily bad things more along the lines of being more outgoing in general; ha even with the ladies cause you know you're prob not gonna see that person again.

yeup its kinda random but i started thinking these things cause I've been listening to these sermons on encountering Jesus by Mike Bickle. He's basically telling how IHOP aka the international house of Prayer came to be. I'm certainly not doing the account justice its best to just hear for yourself. (You can download em on the website if you wish @ ihop.org)

Anyway let me finish have you ever thought why you cant keep that level of iunno adventure/confidence up. r i g h t ima try to get out of my comfort zone more often cause i think more opportunites present themselves. For example on my way home from Illinois they(the flight peoples) were asking if anyone was willing to take a later flight, and the catch was just that it was a later flight but they were offering a ticket anywhere in the US that was good for a year.
No i didn't take it which i am kicking myself now cause i coulda used it to go to an IHOP conference. sry huge tangent.

But yea opportunities are presented way more often out of your comfort zone than within it
Quickly going back to the beginning, Emotionally iunno its just weird cause I want to stay at these high levels but i guess its necessary to come off your Jesus drug cause it allows us to experience want and drive, you know something to strive for, an effort for a relationship to work. i guess a relationship with Jesus is not going to be all ice cream than. interesting no?